on dopamine

if you don’t fit the mold,
doesn’t matter, go on and break it
— Couldn't Be Better, Kelly Clarkson

you know what,

he finally made his move.

after a couple months,

he is putting me in your shoes.

finally,

i know how you feel.

he’s not my priority,

just like i’m not yours;

but guess what,

i would say no to him,

in a way that you couldn’t do.


: seeing you is like getting mini doses of dopamine shots

: that’s not good

guess what,

now that you left,

or more like i pushed you away,

far, far, far away,

i still feel the same,

even though it’s just seeing you in my head.

i think it wasn’t the dopamine that you inject,

more like you already became my adrenal gland.

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