on getting lost
“keep playin’ safe,
you’ll never know,
the rules are ours to break.”
you’re right!
i never wear purple;
it makes me wonder,
why do i have to suppress something i like?
so ima manifesting them from now on,
including you.
how dare i say love you,
for my selfishness was draining you;
how dare i say love you,
when all this time
when we are together,
the only one who is happy
is just me and not you.
even after all these times,
you still give me butterflies
when i think of your smile.
they say i am such a fool,
because i am too loyal to you;
what they don’t understand is that,
when i love,
i love fully, completely, and deeply
that nothing will make me move,
unless i want to.
so for now,
unfortunately,
it has to be you.
