on “no”

even ‘till this day

i’m still practicing how to

say “no, i’ve moved on”

just in case you come back

just in case.

because i am so scared

so scared

of falling for you again.

and deep down

i know i can’t, because

i am usually good at bearing pain

but this time i fell too deep

it makes me suffocate

slowly

that i can’t

breathe

the last breath

of

air.